XS $aD d@y XS

2day same as usuall i go work n waiting time to go hm lor.. bt 2day i think alot thgs.. coz ytd happened a vvv serious thgs.. coz i do wrong thgs a ready.. i noe i vvv vhurt u.. bt i'm so sry.. i promise u, i wont hurt u anymore.. i vvv luv u.. after thgs happen i tot we wont 2gather anymore... i reali unwilling to lost u.. bt until jz nw.. i feel tat although we r 2gather bk, bt we a ready dont hv last time tat loving.. n i reali dint feel tat ur care me n luv me anymore.. i'm vvv sad.. i dno y i cnt feel it anymore.. mayb u wont luv me anymore or mayb u dont hv feel to me anymore.. i'm so sry.. i stil vvv luv u.. no matter wad thgs happen, i oso wil luv u.. i'm sry tat i cnt b ur best lao po.. bt i hope if u find dou a gd gf u jz go ahead.. i wont stop u.. i jz wil pray for u n wish u hpy onli.. coz i cnt do ur best lao po thn i hope she cn b a best lao po to take care u..

>.< a rEaliZe d@y >.<

Wa.. almost 1 week dint up date my blog ad.. tis few days happen alots of thgs.. nw i onli realize tat, cnt too trust ppl.. n nw i onli realize tat all of my staff in my outlet is hard for me to belive thm.. in my outlet totaly got 9 persons incloding me.. i cnt belive A is bcoz he lie me.. he ad marry n alot thgs he oso dowan tel me the true.. i cnt belive B is bcoz i dint said abt other guy's bad thgs n he go told the guy tat i said his bad thgs.. after the guy scold me n v go ask he whn i said tat b4, thn he said i dint said b4. i cnt trust C is bcoz i dno abt him.. n he dowan talk wif me oso.. i dint trust D is bcoz she oways change the thgs.. whn someone ajak me go out, thn she told all the staff tat i ajak the guy go out.. is she do the thgs, she cn told boss tat the thgs is i do.. i hard trust E is bcoz, she dno hw to do decision by her self.. i work wif thm reali vvv hard.. bt lucky i stil got F, G, H.. F @ G is a vvvv gd guys.. thy r so friendly n wad i wan thy oso wil try to get it to me.. sometime although thy r tired, bt thy oso wil do it for me.. lastly is H.. she is a SIC oso.. same lever wif me.. bt she dint do her L.C face to me.. although sometime she wil angry abt alot thgs, bt she is a gd supervisor oso.. finaly i onli noe tat not all of the human r gd.. tis is the 1st time tat i meet those kind of thgs n ppl.. is vvv scary.. ppl heart think abt wad we oso dno.. n whn thy treat u gd sure got reson.. thy wont treat u gd without any balasan..