Tuesday, December 22, 2009

stupid girl let go bah ...

2day reali very very tired.. ytd ad worked until 9.30 p.m... reach hm ad 10.. 2day cn early abit... 7 p.m... coz tat "fucker person" !!!! he tot is his fater's shop.. wan work thn work.. dowan work thn resign !!!! fuck ppl !! i reali very tired... my hand very pain nw.. bt no ppl wil care me.. last time tat ppl who care me the most, nw oso dowan care me liao... XD , >< , T_T i oso dno happy or sad.. bt i think sad is more than happy.. dno y suddenly listen the song n cried.. na i jz cn cry myself.. i reali cn let it go ma ? i reali dno.. i got try my best to let go... coz i noe tat ppl will more happy if i let him go.. bt i ad try my best... i...... i'm soli.. i'll let him go n hope he happy oways.. cn i dowan contact tat ppl ?? if i keep on like tat i reali cnt let go... bt cn i done tat ? i ... cnt.... wad is the relation btw me n him ? who cn let me noe ? am i stupid ? act i ad noe the ans.. ya... i'm the most stupid girl.. if not he wont everyday said me stupid.... hope stupid girl cn let all the things go n dont sad sad lah.. XD

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Raining Day = Sad Day

2day is my down day.. suddenly i feel tat in tis world no ppl will reali care me n trust me.. my family is like tat, my "bf" is like tat, my friend oso like tat.. wad happen in tis day ? i'm tallking true.. i dint lie anyone.. y u all dont trust me ? ytd whn i wan slp tat time, my heart like broken.. i dno wan happy or sad.. whn i wan slp tat time i sms my "bf".. i said i wan slp.. i tot he will call me.. bt at the end he juz sms me onli.. i feel like he started not like me ad.. he do like tat is true lah.. coz i'm not his real gf liao... bt i dint sad bcoz of tis... i sad is bcoz he said "ur my specious friend".. at tat moment whn i saw tat word, i suddenly like blur n heart broken.. hahah... i'm stupid hor... he ad not my bf.... thn of coz we are fren lah.. y i stil think so much ?? wish him happy thn cn ad lah.. i reali hope he cn find a gd gf.. bt tis sentence mayb wont come out from my mouth lah... bt my heart is reali wan he happy.. i dno am i stil loving him.. i reali dno.. y other frens "pak to" so happiness.. y i got so many problems ? 

Saturday, October 31, 2009

I ad change my job abt 2 months lor.. at here i reali learn alot of thing such as hw to make a bun, hw to bake the bunn alt lah.. i reali happy tat i cn learn alot things.. bt sometime i cnt noe y ppl cn do like tat n y i cnt.. in my kitchen got a big chef.. she is a girl... she oways scold me abt dowan help other ppl to do things... she said i selfish.. okie.. than start tat day i do my job, after fin than i help other ppl to do their job... after i fin help thm, my job bcome more at thr... thn y thy dint come help me bk ? n y she dint scold thm ? ist i'm girl so she dont like me ? or wad ?  i reali dno... tis few day got alot things happen ah.. i reali feel unhappy... suddenly my "sifu" said wan go bk to "Myamar".. jz bcoz a small things than  make thm feel unhappy... y ppl heart so small ? jz a small things oso wan make until big big.... dno y suddenly i very miz kor... 

Kor u stl rmb me ma ? u still rmb u got a stupid sis stil waiting u at Malaysia ma ? u noe i got hw miz u ma ? everytime whn i hear dou the song i sure think abt u.. dint u miz me ? did u rmb wad is ur promise ? u said after 4 years will come bk n the 1st things is find me.. 4 years.. nw ad 6 years... y i dint get abt ur msg ? is me stupid to trust u tat u will come bk ma ? Kor, i noe in story thr the guys promise at the end he reali got come bk to find the girl.. i noe is true.. bt in our life reali got like tat ma ? cn u make it true for me ? i reali very sad.. i reali very miz u.. bt i dno whr u.. i cnt find u.. 

Friday, August 7, 2009

=.=" blur's day =.="

Tis few day i dno i feel happy or not... coz 12 of Agus Jason hv a "exam" ? i oso dno lah.. jz a whole hotel line ppl oso hope to be choose n done the big project lidat lah.. he oso is the lucky 1 who cn replace Nikko Hotel to go do the project.. tis few day whn i got time i oso got go thr to pui him.. everyday oso pui him until 2 or 3 in the morning... although i was very tired coz i oso nid work.. bt dno y everyday pui him i feel like not tired oso.. he oways scold me n call me bk, coz at nitez so late a ready stil alone drive bk.. is he wory abt me ? everyday i pui him he also wil cook things for me to eat, although jz a egg n rice.. bt a ready enuf lor.. ><><

Monday, June 8, 2009

*.* tiRed dAy *.*

2day is my off day.. bt same as my work day, coz tis morning 4 o'clock i a ready woke up n go outlet.. coz my cake decord 2day nid go bk to her hometown, so she wanted to in 4 o'clock.. thn i jz accompany her.. thn we maked all the cakes until 7.30.. thn i asked a ready 7.30 y my supervisor n staff hvn came yet... she said dno.. so i said i nid go out hel thm pack the buns.. aroung 7.40 thn came n i jok n said "wad time is nw oh.." thn my supervisor straigh away said "no ppl cal u to help for packing the buns, y u so bc body.." okie fine thn after i finish pack tat tray of buns n i stop it.. i dowan to help her anymore.. after tat she come in decord room n said "u a ready pack half y dint continue".. thn i straigh away said "i dowan".. wad kind of tis ppl ???? thn i oso go out for eat breakfast... after fin ate breakfast thn i go bk to help my cake decord again.. around 12 my 2 boss oso come.. 1 is Mr Alex another 1 is Miss Teh.. both of thm saw me in the decord room n ask y i dint wear uniform n go work.. thn i said 2day i off, bt thy said oso nid wear uniform onli cn work.. so i go out lor.. thn Mr Alex wanted to c all the stockcard.. thn i jz took for him.. n he ask y dint done fin, thn i said coz my supervisor 9 of june nid go meeting, so i nid help her to done all the stockcard in may 1st.. so i no time to fin it.. thn he said friday he come n collect again thn i said okie.. in tat time my supervisor face vvv dark.. mayb she think tat y Mr Alex want me to check the stockcard wif him n y dint cal her to check wif him.. after tat i told Mr Alex abt our hostel got alot of "gigit" it is an animal n it wil duck our blood.. thn Mr Alex straigh away cal me to bring him go hostel n c.. after thy saw n he said 2mrw wil cal ppl to make it.. after tat i told thy abt all the unhpy thgs... n Mr Alex said who is wrong who is right he wil know... he said i'm supervisor, i got the power to in charge the outlet oso... thn i said i'm jz a training supervisor, i no power.. thn he said who said u no power ?? i said u got tat means u got !! so nonid scare other ppl said u !!! if thy do worng jz call thm n let thm know.. n he said if i think tat things is right thn i jz do it.. he wil support me.. i oso dno wan bcome a good person or bcome a bad person.. sometime bcome a bad person better thn become a good person.. wad shoud i do ??? i oso dno... haiz... 2mrw nid full again.. 7.30 morning til 10.30..T_T wan die lah... vvv tired a ready.... wan ooi ooi a ready.. nitez everyone... sweet dream..

*.* tiRed dAy

% 珍惜友情 %

上个星期我去了一个露营,在那个露营里我学会了不少的东西。在那三天的露营里,有 150 多个人,可是这一次我却没有认识到任何一个人。好可惜哦。不过那三天里,我都听了不少的故事。其中有一个故事是关于友谊的。
在很就以前很多国家都在打仗。当他们打仗时一定有地方让他们避难。有一天,A和B也被派到去打仗了。在他们打仗的当中,A不小心被炸弹炸伤了,所以就来不及回到避难的地方。可是B却回到了。当B回到了避难的地方时回头一看,原来B受伤了。当时A要冲出去救B可是他们的队长却不给。队长说如果他出去一定会后悔的。B却说我一定不会后悔的。说完他就冲了出去。到最后B成功找到了A,就马上抱着A回去避难的地方。当他们差不多要到时,B也被炸弹砟到了。B就掉到了避难的地方里。队长看见了就马上过去看A和B。当他看到A时,他已经去世了。队长就对B说,你看,我说了你会后悔的。可是B却说,我不后悔。因为当他找到A时,他还活着的。A却对B说,“我就知道你会来救我”。说完他就去世了。可是B还是应要把他带回到避难的地方。B觉得这样做是值得的。说完他也笑着的离开了。
我不知道当你们看完了这个故事后有什么感觉。我只知道真正的友谊就是这样。但并不代表要你去牺牲生命。友谊是很珍贵的东西。也许你们不在乎,但这都是我们生命中不可缺少的东西。希望你们都会好好的珍惜你们的友情。

Friday, May 22, 2009

;+; t0 r3siGn oR nOt to ResIgN :+;

2day i reali very unwell.. bt at the end i oso nid to go work.. i reali vvv tired abt tis work.. mayb is those ppl n job make me feel tat i was tired abt it.. ytd i ad pass my resign letter to my supervisor.. n tis morning she call me n said abt the letter.. she wan me to take bk the letter n dont resign.. she said she will transfer to another place to work.. so i nonid resign.. thn i said i wan resign not bcoz of u.. u wan transfer u transfer lah.. i dont care n i dont mine.. not my problem oso.. n she said if i resign nw she wil me alone n she told me tat she wan to take annual leave.. so if i stil thr she cn take coz i ad cn handle all the thgs n whole outlet... i dno wad was she thinking abt.. she let me feel tat she was using me... n nw i reali dno wan resign or take bk the letter like wad she said.. T_T who cn help me ??? i wan bcome a selfish n bad girl or a good girl ??? i reali dno ah.. bt tat day i ad promise my self tat i reali wan bcome a selfish girl n i wont care abt thm.. wad thy all wan me to do i oso wont do.. i jz done all my thgs thn enuf... bt at the end i reali cn bcome a selfish girl ma ???? tat day my staff said tat i sure cn bcome a selfish girl.. coz my heart vvvv "lembut"... ya.. i reali cnt treat ppl like tat n is hard to wan me bcome a selfish girl... bt nw wad cn i do ?? wad should i choose ??

T_T @n uNfaiR DaY T_T

ytd is my vvvv sad day.. coz all my staff told the unright thgs to my boss.. last monday got a customer come to my outlet to order a 1.5 kg cake.. thn in the remarks thr i ad wrote the cartoon is "winnie the pool" bt whn ytd the customer come n collect thr cake tat time is "ben 10" thn the customer said "i order a winnie the pool cake n y nw bcome a ben 10".. thn thy all said i dint write on the remark thr.. unlucky my boss oso come on tat day.. so my boss ask is who do wrong n wad thigs wrong.. thy dowan said is their wrong so thr told the boss tat i dint wrote down wad the customer wan... n vvvvvv unlucky tat day is my off day.. so i'm not around thr.. so i cnt told the boss tat i dint do wrong anythgs.. n i ad wrote thr winnie the pool.. if their dno y thy dint call n ask me !!! y !!!!! y wan told boss tat all is my wrong !!!! T_T

Saturday, May 16, 2009

# FuCk d@y #

2day is a sad sad day.. tis morning whn i reach work thr thn i saw my staff ad pack all the buns.. so whn i fin count the opening stock, thn i said haha.. 2day dont hv thgs to do lor.. thn my staff said go help aunty to do the buns lor.. thn i said yalo.. 2day aunty alone so i go in kitchen to help her... after 20 min my staff suddenly come in n shout n call me to do the "tuna pineapple bun" 1st.. thn i think, i'm supervisor or he ? wad i wan to do 1st thn do lah.. as long as my thgs come out lah.. bt i oso dint care abt him.. thn he came in again n cal me go out c the customer n gv all the thgs to aunty do.. thn i oso go out n i very angry n ask him y wan me go out.. thn he said he want go out.. i straight away scold him y wan go out.. bt he dint came me oso.. around 11 my staff's mom come to our outlet.. thn i told aunty tat i very bc til cnt eat.. thn my staff said u got thgs to do mer ? thn i said my thgs u oso dno hw to do lah... n those thgs is ur job not my job.. and i said otherwise i change the clother wif u n u do supervisor n i do SA lor.. thn he said okie n u take out ur clothes ! wad the hell of those staff !! fine a dont care lah.. ad pass..
Bt another angry n sad thgs coming.. coz nw got some cakes tat we a ready change design n the prise oso change so i dno wad is the code.. n ytd my another staff oso cnt find the code.. so jz now got a OM came n i told her abt the code.. n she told my superviser.. thn she come in n straigh away scold me n said she a ready told me at whr.. thn i very angry n said bk to her i noe tis bt nw i'm talking abt another code !! thn she told me at whr !! reali wad the hell !! everythhgs oso dint said hw i noe .. n stil scold me.. i oso nth to said lor.. after tat we both oso dint angry thn i told her tat i go eat, thn she said okie.. n i think we a ready nothing lor.. thn i go eat wif my baker staff.. after we eat, we still bought rice to her coz we heard tat she said hungry n dint eat.. after we reach outlet thn my baker staff gv her, bt dno is she dint heard or wad.. thn i jz put away the rice.. after a few min she scold whose rice put at here... thn she take to bk.. thn i straigh away sms my baker staff n said nxt time we dont become a gd ppl !! n she anry me til nw !!!!!!!!!!! y tis world go those kind of "small gas ghost" ppl !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

XS $aD d@y XS

2day same as usuall i go work n waiting time to go hm lor.. bt 2day i think alot thgs.. coz ytd happened a vvv serious thgs.. coz i do wrong thgs a ready.. i noe i vvv vhurt u.. bt i'm so sry.. i promise u, i wont hurt u anymore.. i vvv luv u.. after thgs happen i tot we wont 2gather anymore... i reali unwilling to lost u.. bt until jz nw.. i feel tat although we r 2gather bk, bt we a ready dont hv last time tat loving.. n i reali dint feel tat ur care me n luv me anymore.. i'm vvv sad.. i dno y i cnt feel it anymore.. mayb u wont luv me anymore or mayb u dont hv feel to me anymore.. i'm so sry.. i stil vvv luv u.. no matter wad thgs happen, i oso wil luv u.. i'm sry tat i cnt b ur best lao po.. bt i hope if u find dou a gd gf u jz go ahead.. i wont stop u.. i jz wil pray for u n wish u hpy onli.. coz i cnt do ur best lao po thn i hope she cn b a best lao po to take care u..

Sunday, April 5, 2009

>.< a rEaliZe d@y >.<

Wa.. almost 1 week dint up date my blog ad.. tis few days happen alots of thgs.. nw i onli realize tat, cnt too trust ppl.. n nw i onli realize tat all of my staff in my outlet is hard for me to belive thm.. in my outlet totaly got 9 persons incloding me.. i cnt belive A is bcoz he lie me.. he ad marry n alot thgs he oso dowan tel me the true.. i cnt belive B is bcoz i dint said abt other guy's bad thgs n he go told the guy tat i said his bad thgs.. after the guy scold me n v go ask he whn i said tat b4, thn he said i dint said b4. i cnt trust C is bcoz i dno abt him.. n he dowan talk wif me oso.. i dint trust D is bcoz she oways change the thgs.. whn someone ajak me go out, thn she told all the staff tat i ajak the guy go out.. is she do the thgs, she cn told boss tat the thgs is i do.. i hard trust E is bcoz, she dno hw to do decision by her self.. i work wif thm reali vvv hard.. bt lucky i stil got F, G, H.. F @ G is a vvvv gd guys.. thy r so friendly n wad i wan thy oso wil try to get it to me.. sometime although thy r tired, bt thy oso wil do it for me.. lastly is H.. she is a SIC oso.. same lever wif me.. bt she dint do her L.C face to me.. although sometime she wil angry abt alot thgs, bt she is a gd supervisor oso.. finaly i onli noe tat not all of the human r gd.. tis is the 1st time tat i meet those kind of thgs n ppl.. is vvv scary.. ppl heart think abt wad we oso dno.. n whn thy treat u gd sure got reson.. thy wont treat u gd without any balasan.. 

Friday, March 27, 2009

T_T uNh@ppY dAy T_T

2day is a blur blur day.. 2day i same as everyday go work n wait til fin work.. bt b4 we close shop we muz closing n nid do paper work.. thr got 5 paper nid write in everyday b4 closing.. n the amount is alot alot alot.. i hate math.. i reali dont like math.. T_T ytd i learn hw to do the paper work.. thn 2day thy all gv me to do.. n thy dint said anythgs oso.. i ad try my best to done all.. bt 5 paper i jz done le 3 coz got 1 ad worng.. so nonid do tat.. bt another 1 i reali dno hw to do.. coz ytd got a guy help me to done tat.. thn i told my supervisor tat i dno, thn she ask y i dno.. ytd i learn ad y stil dno.. thn i said coz ytd is paper is another guy done de.. thn her sound vvv anrgy n said who cal u to gv him do.. thn i dint said anythgs.. thn she onli tel me hw to do.. n our time ad over.. so all of thm waiting me to fin it.. T_T i feel tat vvv useless ah.. my mind reali cnt out so many thgs in.. thn i vvvv unhpy.. whn we walking bk to hostel tat time, got a staff said dont unhpy lah.. nobody cn noe everythgs de.. whn we dno jz slowly learn lor.. n he said alot thgs to make me smile.. although he is a NEPAL guy... bt i reali vvvv like him.. he is so cute.. i hpy tat he so care me..  
ytd i oso vvv unhpy.. coz i noe some bad thgs abt my staff through another ppl.. ytd finally i noe tat he lie me alot.. although tat thgs not so importance, bt i... at the moment i reali feel tat i work at thr reali vvv hard n susah.. coz all of thr worker at thr oso "wearing a mask".. is hard to chat wif thm.. y the world muz lidat n y got those kind of ppl.. T_T 

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

+" tHe b3st d@y "+

2day is my off day ah.. the whole day i stay at cousin's hm wacth tv.. bored lah.. act wan go shopping wif my old fren bt, bt jz onli 2 of us.. scare later his gf jealous lah.. so dint go lor.. so v plan on another day n go wif another old frenz.. tis evening i went to inject ah.. pain pain ah.. bt lucky got my bf "sek fan".. XD 2mrw nid work again lah.. bored ah.. coz work in afternoon shift nth to do de.. onli serve customer, n wait lori come.. after lori come n wait til 9 coz nid to count the cake for 2mrw open stock.. thn lastly wait close shop.. tat's all.. bored right ? jz nw i called my hm, act i wan tel mom tat 2day i wont go hm.. bt whn pick up the fon tat time is not my mom.. is my daddy.. last time i was argue wif him n i ad 2 weeks dint chat wif him.. act whn i dint chat wif him those day i reali vvv sad.. coz from small i oso vvv close to my daddy.. bt suddenly we 2 bcome lidat so i reali vvv sad.. bt jz nw finaly i cal him daddy ad n i told him tat i wont go hm 2nitez.. Act all of our parents oso vvv luv their childrens.. bt sometime mayb thy dno nid hw to tell their children thr are luv thm.. hope all the children in this world wil vvv luv their parents oso.. i'll luv my parents oso.. 2nitez i wan continue watch my tv again lor.. hope u'll enjoy ur life lor.. nitez nitez everyone... wish u'll got a sweet dream.. n cover blanket whn u'll ooi ooi lah.. dont cough cold.. muaaaxxxzzzzz....

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

* r@inInG - d@y *

2day is the 1st day i open blog.. act i oso dno y i wan to open my blog.. mayb i jz onli wan to let u'll noe abt my feeling n bside tat i cn find a vvvv importance person in my life bah..
Act i meet he was at my form 1 tat time.. I meet him through 1 of my best fren.. v dint saw each other b4.. v onli chat through letter.. At first v 1 day jz onli wrote 1 letter, bt after tat 1 day sometime cn wrote around 3 or 4 letter.. our realation bcome more gd n at the end he bcome my "kor kor"..
He reali is a gd kor.. I stil rmb got 1 time my 1st bf make me feel vvvv sad, thn i let kor noe.. After tat he gv my bf a worning letter n told him cnt bully me anymore.. if he keep on lidat, after the 3rd worning letter come out he wont let us 2gather anymore.. XD tis kor vvvvv Q right ?
I stil rmb thr was a day i vvvv unhpy n i vvv sad.. He saw me lidat n he dint eat 3 days n he pray at temple to hope me happy bk.. whn i noe abt tis i reali vvv GAN DONG.. I cried n ask y u so stupid do those kind of thgs.. he said he jz wan me to b eppy.. N he promise me wont leave me alone, wont let me got trouble, wont let me sad anymore.. whn i nid him tat time he sure by my side..
Bt until 1 day, he suddenly said wan go other country to stady.. thn i was vvv sad n crying ask him.. y u promise me de thgs u cnt do ? y u wan leaave me alone at here ? he jz said sry to me onli.. n he promise me whn he finish study ( after 4 years) he sure wil come bk n find me n wan me to b his gf..
Til nw 4 years ad passed, bt i stil dno whr is he.. i reali cnt find he.. i reali nid u.. y u promise me de thgs cnt get truth de ? i reali vvv sad n i everyday waiting u.. whr u nw ? i dno.. r u stil rmb our promise ? i dno.. u stil wil luv me like last time ? i reali dno.. i reali vvvv miz u kor...